"There is a reason that windshields are much larger than rearview mirrors. That reason being: It is much more important to look ahead, than to look at things that are behind you." I heard this in a sermon one Sunday, and I cannot seem to get it off my mind. I think that God is using this to teach me something about his plan for my life, You see, I know HE has a plan, one that is FAR BIGGER AND GREATER than anything I can imagine. But yet, I constantly focus on things of the past...mistakes I've made, people I've hurt, things I've done, things I should've done, etc. I look back over my life in the past year and I see a dramatic change in myself. I truly do. I have grown so much over the past year, but yet, I still have so much more growing to do. I look at some of the things I have accomplished, and I can't fathom that these are things that I accomplished. But of course, I couldn't have done any of it without God. I want to whole heartedly seek God's will in everything I do for the next year. I want to be changed for the better. I want to make a difference. I'm tired of holding on to the past. I want to let go, and LET GOD! Of course, this is much easier said than done. This is where I struggle...letting go. It's so hard! But, I know HE is in control, and I know that he is saying "Be patient, my child. Wait on what I have planned for you." And, that is exactly what I plan to do this year. So, anyways, that's my blogging for the night! Just needed to write my thoughts down!