So next Wednesday, ill be 28! For those who know me well, know that I have always said that I am going to adopt a child when I turn 28 if I wasn't married or in a serious relationship. Well the time has come and I'm neither married or dating, but I do struggle daily with the strong desire of being a mommy. I know in my heart that that is what God has called me to be and I struggle with accepting his timing on it. For the past year, I've contemplated becoming a foster parent and would really want to do it but am reminded of my busy work schedule and the fact that I'm single and under 30 so I just don't think they would let me be a foster parent. So as 28 rolls around and I'm reminded of all the things I thought I would have accomplished by now, I find that I can't get over the frustration that its not my time to marry and be a mommy. I wonder if and when god is going to bless me. Being a mom is the one thing that I know ill be great at and its one of the things in my life that is missing. So 28 will be here before I know it and I'm pushing my deadline up. Maybe 30 would be a good time to adopt a child! One things for sure: I've got a lot of love to give and can't wait to give it!